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The Background scene: A country setting with hills, mountains, and trees, which surround our bodies from the people.. Walking in the wilderness, along a dirt trail with worn stones and a creek which flows out of the side of a mountain..causing a fine humid mist in the air. I lead you down the trail along side the creek, my hand holding yours..We come apon a clearing within the woods which looks as if a mouth had opened wide, and we are going right into the deep throat of the forest. The sounds of the creek bubbling, and the trees shuffling in the breeze fill the air. Our heads become "faded" in a fog of sorts, due to the humidity and the heaviness felt in our lungs as we breathe in the wet air. We come apon a rock within the tunneled mouth, and we take this chance to sit and catch our breath. Our thoughts which have wandered due to the humidity affecting our oxygen intake. We sit on the rock which seems to appear like a thrown. My eyes gaze deeply into yours..I feel your soul now.. you are open to me and fragile. You look up at me gazing back into my eyes..the window to the soul..I take my hand and softly touch your cheek..caressing your smooth skin. I tell you to relax and lay back on the rock..to help you to relax and ease your anxietyfrom the breathlessness..I cup my hands into the creek using them as a bowl to collect some cool water. I raise my hands over you slowly releasing droplets of the cool water onto your face and neck. I can see the response of your skin from the coolness of the water..tiny raised bumps on your skin, and your hair standing erect, giving you goosebumps. After releasing the last drops of water, I caress your skin to smooth it out and get rid of the goosebumps. "I always loved to play with his every sense, to awaken his mind, body, and soul, to me fully". I continue to gaze into your eyes.. my hands leaving your neck and face.I move my hands to your shirt buttons and gently start coyly unbuttoning your shirt, one button at a time. I get to the last button and once it's unfastened, I spread open your shirt to unviel the chest that always brings me comfortand takes me only closer to you..I spread my palms flat caressing your chest softly back and forth along the width of you. I position myself over you and lay between your legs with my head on your chest, listening to your heartbeat. My one hand caressing your chest , I graze across your nipple with my fingers..it quickly responds, becoming erect.I rub your nipple between my fingers, rolling it around and squeezing just enough for you to respond to me as always..appropriately..you are always in tune with me and my every touch..you respond to me in ways no other hasand noone ever will. I always find myself and you are right beside me..in your arms. Your heartbeat is the song my soul longs to hear every day and, every night. I lay on you thinking to myself how lucky we really are..some never find what we have. I just can't imagine not having what I finally, have with you..I look up at the sky following the tree line..the leaves dancing to thesong of the wind. The sky is a hazey blue from the mist of the water's action. I watch for a moment the birds flying, swooping and swaying, playing and taking in this beautiful day. The nature seems to be appreciated most by those in love. You tend to have "open" eyes once they've been opened "fully". I gaze back at your blue eyes..I whisper "I love you", which are words, and words somehow can never really fully explain our feelings which are much deeper than any word's meaning. I tell you how truely happy I am with you and, how much I appreciate you..We never seem to take the time to tell the one's we love how much we love and appreciate them. I try to do the best I can and I hope that people know even if I haven't said it enough. I want to spend forever with you..in your arms..let forever never end.. You tell me you you love me too. You always profess your love to me so dearly, so true, and, so right. You truely are a gift to me. Every day I cherish with you.. I move up closer to you positioning our bodies which fit just as two pieces of the same puzzle..gazing into your soul, I press my lips to yours kissing you passionately, and as always, I move my tongue into your mouth a little dancing with yours..to the same tune. I enjoy the sweet taste of our saliva combining together.I kiss you more deeply and passionately, pressing firmly against you forming a seal of our lips as if to never be broken. My tongue further into your mouth now as if to explore you fully. Every time feels like the first time with you. I press my hand against your chest with my fingernails digging into you, as if to show you I want to get deeper into you..give me more! My breathing quickens, as does yours..as we slip into a song noone else hears but us. You take my hand from your chest and into yours interlocking our fingers as one, still you continue kissing me. You can never get your fill either, I know this..I feel this. You push up into my body, rolling me over slowly as you want to be on top of me. I willingly let you take the reins. I am so into you and connected that I will always feel safe allowing you to take the lead when you need to. I submit to you freely, waiting for your next touch, caress, lick, kiss, embrace..Our eyes close as we enjoy and know eachother so well we can navigate our bodies..eyes closed, minds open, souls open, as always. Your free hand begins to caress my body, moving down to my breast.."ahh", I take a deep breath in and bite my lower lip. I grab your hand pressing and pushing you harder into me. You squeeze my breast firmly now..so passionately..you always enjoy my breasts as they turn you on so. Just like a switch you go from hot to boiling, in no time. You feverishly move your hand up under my shirt to find my warm breast and now hard nipple. I raise my chest up into your hand. You now move your hand caressing my skin, hieghtening my senses, down my soft abdomen and along my side. You enjoy feeling all that is yours. Your hands make me wild, like a cat in heat. I become a slut for your every move..anything for you.. take all of me. Your nails begin to dig into my flesh and I push my pelvis into you, hoping you will continue your trail down. You begin to move your body down mine as you do your tongue glides along my skin. Your mouth nears the top of my skirt, your hands quickly flip my skirt up and push the soft material up along my skin firmly until my skirt is no longer an obstacle. You move on to my panties, but of course not before you test with your fingertips for moisture. "Someone is quite excitable I see"? I smile and giggle waiting for you to smile as you always do..you smile back at me waiting for me to acknowledge to you that I am hot and wet for you..craving you so badly. "Mmm yes, I am very excited as always baby". I wait for your next move thinking to myself, "God I hope he wants to taste how excited". You read my mind as always, and slide my thongs down my hips. I lift my ass as you pass over, letting you slide them off all the way. I lift my legs out of my panties one after the other as you direct me to. You take your time doing so of course, keeping me raging hot and wet for you. You smile looking up at me sliding your head to my upper thighs and resting your chin on them. You slide your tongue out of your mouth slowly and stick only the very tip of your tongue on my hard clit softly. While moving your tongue slowly taunting me, you look up at mefor effect. I slowly move my legs apart opening them hoping you will give me exactly what I crave. I move my hands to your head pushing your head harder into my cunt. I take a long deep breath inwards and begin to wiggle under your head. You bring your tongue to the beginning of my swollen lips, parting them slowly. I know exactly how much you crave tasting me, so I let you take your time and play your game. Without warning you begin to move you tongue faster and your face into my cunt deeper, devouring me. You react to my taste as if I was your first meal in a week. I moan and sigh as your tongue goes from my inner lips to my swollen clit. You suck my clit between your pursed lips loving how hard and swollen it is. I begin to wiggle and move my hips faster and harder into you. You know I am about to go over the edge..but you won't let me get off that easy. You instead, give me two fingers up deep into my pussy. You push your fingers in so deep that your knuckles are hitting the outside of my cunt and asshole. I grind into you moaning louder, riding your fingers. "Mmm" back and forth I rock into you and you slam your fingers into me. You curl your fingers massaging my g-spot so nicely. You know every button and just how to push them all. You play me like an instrument. You slip in a third finger and curl them up and around my g-spot massaging. I let out a moan and plead with you "oh god baby please"! "I need you"! You continue and ignore my pleas to have you. You relentlessly slam your fingers into my soaking wet cunt. You always say I am a squirter though, I never realized I was. I could believe it though the way he works me. I begin to ride you feverishly and you know I am about to give you exactly what you have been waiting for..What you have worked so hard for me to give to you..You see how close I am by how dripping wet I am slowly saturating your fingers and hand. You take your pinky knuckle and begin massaging my asshole with my own juices using it all..never leaving any to waste. My juices begin to run to your wrist as I tell you " ahh baby! I'm about to cum"! You go even faster, pushing deeper..massaging harder. I let out a loud moan and tell you "ahh baby I am cumming"! "Ahh god yes"! You tell me "ahh yes baby you did, right down my forearm"."I know you don't believe it baby, but you always do, every time". I always say "I do"? in disbelief. You ask me "do you want my cock baby"? I say "ahh yes baby, I need your cock so bad"! You rip off your pants as fast as you can. Your cock bounces out of your jeans as if it were breaking out of prison. I lean and grab your cock with both of my hands and begin to stroke your hard shaft. You take your pants the rest of the way off while I play with you. You get your pants off and tell me " put "your" cock into you baby". I guide your pulsating cock into my pussy, which has been waiting so long craving you. You immediately slam into me, giving me all of you. I think to myself "god I have never felt so good". I wrap my legs around the back of yours as you drive into me using all of me. Me using all of you. "Ahh, baby" I moan louder and louder. You know I am enjoying every inch of you. You also knowing how much I love and lust you, and you me. You take my upper thighs in your hands lifting me up and pulling me down onto you repeatedly. I wrap my legs tighter around your waist helping you get deeper, and deeper into me. I can feel your cock begin to become harder and harder. You drive into me faster and faster. I can feel myself getting closer and closer.You let my hips down. I put my feet down to position myself so you can get deeper into me as you like. I let you know I am going to cum. You say "you are going to make me cum baby". I moan louder, almost a scream now. I think to myself that I can't take any more. I hollar out that I am cumming..moaning "ohh yeah baby". You tell me you are cumming..You groan and moan to me "oh I'm cumming..oh yeah..oh yeahh"! I feel your cock pulsating and shooting your warm cum into me..filling me..making me feel complete. Your last thrust you lay on me taxed and spent..but happy as ever..We kiss softly, passionately. You lay your head on my chest. We both lay together savoring the momment as we always do. We don't have to say anything..but yet, it means everything..
Tags: Scenes Ds Relationships Erotica
In these past couple weeks, I have been thinking..maybe too much.. I have needs...needs that can only be met by that special someone...My slave.. the slave that will do for Me anything it is that I desire, want, need, crave... it doesn't matter..all that matters to My slave is My happiness, My comfort.. anything that I want or need My slave will provide for Me and if My slave can't provide..My slave would do anything to fulfill My needs..anything it takes..for Me... My slaves' happiness is in fulfilling me in all necessary ways..this completes My slave and gives his entire being purpose. My slave will strive to exceed My expectations, working night and day to become more satisfactory..raising his knowledge, strength, money, devotion, skills, to improve his life-long servitude to Me..his Goddess..the "one" he will always worship. His veins flowing with the blood of My desire and of his devotion.. My slave's every thought, waking or dreaming is thinking of ways to please Me and better My life..and in turn..his life..eternal devotion.. My slave will never give up or become overwhelmed as his solitude is in my happiness and comfort. My slave thinks of nothing..but Me. My slave lives for Me..each breath..I allow him to breathe. I control you..at your will..mind, body, and soul.. you crave the smile apon My lips..the twinkle in My eye..the "look".. that only My slave knows.. My slave knows when I have had a stressful day. My slave knows exactly what I need and what to say..to make it all go away..if even for a bit, for the time we share.. My slave knows how to show Me he cares..in turn, I will always be there.. My slave has purpose and is one of the most important people in My life, and to Me..he is the only one who truly knows Me and supports Me. These are the thoughts which I have been thinking in My mind, to paper..and then to him..My slave. I share these thoughts with you all..and in sharing it is My way of showing and portraying how I appreciate My slave..to show others it is attainable, it is for real..it can happen..as it has happened...for Me and My slave.. Goddess & Mistress Annastasia XxX
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Yule Lore (December 21st)
Yule, (pronounced EWE-elle) is when the dark half of the year
relinquishes to the light half. Starting the next morning at sunrise,
the sun climbs just a little higher and stays a little longer in the
sky each day. Known as Solstice Night, or the longest night of the
year, much celebration was to be had as the ancestors awaited the
rebirth of the Oak King, the Sun King, the Giver of Life that warmed
the frozen Earth and made her to bear forth from seeds protected
through the fall and winter in her womb. Bonfires were lit in the
fields, and crops and trees were "wassailed" with toasts of spiced
cider.
Children were escorted from house to house with gifts of clove spiked
apples and oranges which were laid in baskets of evergreen boughs and
wheat stalks dusted with flour. The apples and oranges represented the
sun, the boughs were symbolic of immortality, the wheat stalks
portrayed the harvest, and the flour was accomplishment of triumph,
light, and life. Holly, mistletoe, and ivy not only decorated the
outside, but also the inside of homes. It was to extend invitation to
Nature Sprites to come and join the celebration. A sprig of Holly was
kept near the door all year long as a constant invitation for good
fortune to pay visit to the residents.
The ceremonial Yule log was the highlight of the festival. In
accordance to tradition, the log must either have been harvested from
the householder's land, or given as a gift... it must never have been
bought. Once dragged into the house and placed in the fireplace it was
decorated in seasonal greenery, doused with cider or ale, and dusted
with flour before set ablaze be a piece of last years log, (held onto
for just this purpose). The log would burn throughout the night, then
smolder for 12 days after before being ceremonially put out. Ash is the
traditional wood of the Yule log. It is the sacred world tree of the
Teutons, known as Yggdrasil. An herb of the Sun, Ash brings light into
the hearth at the Solstice.
A different type of Yule log, and perhaps one more suitable
for modern practitioners would be the type that is used as a base to
hold three candles. Find a smaller branch of oak or pine, and flatten
one side so it sets upright. Drill three holes in the top side to hold
red, green, and white (season), green, gold, and black (the Sun God),
or white, red, and black (the Great Goddess). Continue to decorate with
greenery, red and gold bows, rosebuds, cloves, and dust with flour.
Deities of Yule are all Newborn Gods, Sun Gods, Mother Goddesses, and
Triple Goddesses. The best known would be the Dagda, and Brighid, the
daughter of the Dagda. Brighid taught the smiths the arts of fire
tending and the secrets of metal work. Brighid's flame, like the flame
of the new light, pierces the darkness of the spirit and mind, while
the Dagda's cauldron assures that Nature will always provide for all
the children.
Symbolism of Yule:
Rebirth of the Sun, The longest night of the year, The Winter Solstice, Introspect, Planning for the Future.
Symbols of Yule:
Yule log, or small Yule log with 3 candles, evergreen boughs or
wreaths, holly, mistletoe hung in doorways, gold pillar candles,
baskets of clove studded fruit, a simmering pot of wassail,
poinsettias, christmas cactus.
Herbs of Yule:
Bayberry, blessed thistle, evergreen, frankincense holly, laurel, mistletoe, oak, pine, sage, yellow cedar.
Foods of Yule:
Cookies and caraway cakes soaked in cider,
fruits, nuts, pork dishes, turkey, eggnog, ginger tea, spiced cider,
wassail, or lamb's wool (ale, sugar, nutmeg, roasted apples).
Incense of Yule:
Pine, cedar, bayberry, cinnamon.
Colors of Yule:
Red, green, gold, white, silver, yellow, orange.
Stones of Yule:
Rubies, bloodstones, garnets, emeralds, diamonds.
Activities of Yule:
Caroling, wassailing the trees, burning
the Yule log, decorating the Yule tree, exchanging of presents, kissing
under the mistletoe, honoring Kriss Kringle the Germanic Pagan God of
Yule
Spellworkings of Yule:
Peace, harmony, love, and increased happiness.
Deities of Yule:
Goddesses-Brighid, Isis, Demeter, Gaea, Diana, The Great Mother.
Gods-Apollo, Ra, Odin, Lugh, The Oak King, The Horned One, The Green
Man, The Divine Child, Mabon.
Hey guys! I am finally starting to feel better lol I lived through the pnuemonia felt like I was gonna die but I'm not that easy hehe..Too much of a bitch I suppose lol Well anyway, I thank A/all of Y/you who sent Me get well wishes!! I have Missed being here! and of course all you wonderful kinky Peeps!!! So send Me a note n let Me know whatchya think of the new page *smiles* Hugs n spankz Mistress Annastasia XxX 
Another update..I have not succumbed to this illness but I am very close! I finally dragged My ass to the Dr's yesturday as I was slowly suffocating while laying on the couch..I have pneumonia so I am on prednisone (steroid taper) and antibiotics and inhalers and pain meds..I am quite the mess..I don't think I would wish this on anyone lol..I can't even sit in this chair to finish writing lol..I need some pampering STAT..Cough Cough..Miss you all and hope to be better within the next 2wks..And This is an order! Noone else can get sick!! Ok, I am back on the couch..Send prayers this way please! Best to A/all.. Mistress Annastasia XxX
Just a lil note to say thank you to all who sent get well wishes..You all are soo sweet.. I figured I better give an update so you all know I am still kickin' LoL..Still have a high fever and am really weak..the couch is going to have permanent figure of My body burned into it..hehe Can't breathe worth a shit..so sleep has been nil until this afternoon I think I went comatose lol Feel free to send lots of casseroles lmao I can't stand long enough to cook lmao Miss ya all n I'll keep ya updated as often as I can.. Think well thoughts for Me! XoXoX Mistress Annastasia XxX
I won't be on too much as I have an upper respiratory infection..going into bronchitis eek..My kids finally succeeded in givin it to Me lol. So if you wonder where I'm at I am on the couch dying... Have a great wkend Peeps!! Mistress Annastasia XxX
you are everything to Me can't you see? you are the one that sets Me free.. you are all I aspire and with you to be, your presence sets my soul afire you are the only one I have ever truly desired When we are together, our souls as one, have never soared higher.. An anchor in the past keeps Me from moving forward, unfinished and without closure.. I hold your hand, My fingers feeling the slip, A part of Me has died but please don't loosen your grip.. Hold Me now I am sinking on a fool's ship.. you are My lifeboat please never quit.. The pain, the tears, the agony, I have to relive daily My soul leaking like a sieve you are the only one who My soul I will give Without your love, I can not truly live I need you now more and more each day Life's forces try and keep you away A course on this bumpy road we shall travel, of give and of receiving and of setbacks tho many throughout this battle I retreat into your arms where My life lives and I am able to love and to give like never before and for as long as I live you give Me hope, the want to live I now, in the new beginning can learn again to give you are My love, My hope, My dreams, with you I am whole, something I had only dreamed.. In a world so cold, so bitter, so selfish, occupied with greed.. I know I have found you and Myself, while walking through a world of weeds, you were a flower planted as a seed, within a Master plan they knew what we need.. Together side by side, fighting the bones from our past, in the closet we hid from our past.. We opened with a key, the special forces we need, to rid of the past.. To start a new beginning together, we will surpass.. We will defeat them, our love forever will last.. Close your eyes My dear, when they open, this too shall have passed.. Mistress Annastasia XxX
From My Myspace Blog: ~Characteristics of a Successful Dominant~
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Acceptance: Acceptance of self, what's within yourself,what your wants, needs and desires are. Acceptance of your limitations and those of your submissive. The ability to accept another human being for the person they are, including their shortcomings, and especially to accept your own.Accepting what being a Dominant is to the individual and not being ashamed or intimidated by the needs within, but happy in ones mindset. Communication: This is the ability to talk and discuss things. Its an integral part of any relationship, but an absolute necessity with a D/s one. A Dominant should have the skills to communicate their needs, wants, desires, fears, thoughts, limits or whatever else comes along. Compassion: The ability to see and @ least attempt to understand the emotional aspects of your submissive's psyche. To understand and be aware of the multitude of things that can be in reality that can affect the submissive physically, mentally, emotionally. Using compassion wisely to allow you to aid your submissive support him/her during times of stress shows that you are truly a well rounded Dominant. Without compassion you are not a Dominant, only a sadist. Courtesy: It is the ability to show proper manners, pleases and thank yous. Just because you are a Dominant does not give you the right to be rude or cruel. Grace: Elegance in the manner a Dominant presents themselves is an important and desirable personality trait that many submissive's say they prefer. The way a Dominant carries them self, their style of play, no matter how graphic, should flow with style and grace. Dominance: This is the most important trait in a Dominant. It is the inherent natural ability to lead. To exert control in a respectful, intelligent, and humble manner. The strength of character which allows you to exert the control necessary in a power exchange relationship. The ability to care for another person's entire well being. Honesty: Honesty is the ability to speak up, be open, and truthful about what you say. Don't hide your emotions, fears, limits, fantasies, ideas and thoughts. Don't tell the submissive what you think he/she wants to hear. Honesty is the basis of trust, without it there is no trust. Without the trust, there is no true relationship. Humility: This is basically the ability to see yourself as fallible. To see yourself as a person, not just a Dominant. To see that sometimes in reality your needs must be set aside for the better of the relationship, (possibly to settle a disagreement, set limits or things of that nature). A sucessful Dominant knows they will make mistakes, that they are not perfect. Sure they have pride in their abilities but they also know that everyone grows constantly and they are secure enough within themselves not to need to be the center of attention at all times. Intelligence: As it applies to a successful Dominant intelligence is the willingness and the ability to research and learn about the lifestyle itself. The ability to make informed decisions about what their needs are and how to attain them and just how far their domination goes. The ability to take the time to know their partner outside the roles of Dominant and submissive, to learn him/her as the person they are, their likes and dislikes. The Dominant should not only take the time and intelligence to know the physical tools, but also the psychological tools of Dominance. Along with some basic psychological aspects of their submissive. Loyalty: This is a very important trait in a Dominant. It is the ability to uphold your personal honor and remain true to the agreement between you and your submissive, should your agreement be of monogamy or whatever. Fickleness is very unattractive in a Dominant, and dangerous to the emotional well being of the submissives who serve you. Patience: A good Dominant has patience. The ability to wait for things. It does not mean you have to be lax or soft, but to learn the proper time to push, and the proper time not to. It is also the ability to wait for those things which take time to develop and to learn, especially within yourself. To realize it takes time for a submissive to learn all the intricacies of serving you and have the patience to teach the submissive what you prefer. Pride:This is the ability to know your capacities and realize you are not only a good person but a good Dominant. The ability to recognize your own strength. This does not mean you should be closed minded to new ideas. Nor does it mean you should be unaware of your faults or keep an inflated ego. Pride in your Dominance is a beautiful thing, arrogance or false pride are deadly. Respect: A successful.. Dominant will show respect at all times, until such time the submissive proves he/she is worthy of such respect. A disrespectful Dominant does not earn the respect of his/her peers or the submissives around them. By giving respect to others, you earn it for yourself.
Self Respect: A good Dominant values themselves, and respects their own limits. A solid sense of self worth is a necessity for the Dominant or, they can cause serious damage to the submissive's psyche. Service: This is applicable to Domminants but not in the same way as a submissive, the Dominant serves their submissive by and through their Dominance. By Intelligently applying their Dominant nature, and meeting the physical and emotional needs of the submissive, the Dominant mutually serves the submissive A successful Dominant remembers that without a submissive, there is no such thing as a Dominant. To receive the submission of a person is a gift. The Dominant will therefore cherish that gift, and do their best to uphold it and not abuse it. This is the key to the power exchange relationship.
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