SURRENDERING TO THE DIABOLICAL..... DOMINA EROTICA
The Black Beauty Domme...
I have been in the S/M scene for 10 years and I have seen a variety of Mistresses, some quite amazing in skills and beauty and some lacking in areas befitting a Mistress. I attended a fetish party one weekend like I usually do searching for a genuine Dominatrix, someone that I could submit my true submissive being to. A Dominant Woman that can take me on levels that I have never experienced before. The fetish party was packed wall to wall with people and as I looked a few feet in front of me there stood the most stunning and classy Dominant Woman dressed in a red latex cat suit. She was a Powerful exotic beauty.... Her red latex cat suit was shined to perfection hugging every sculpted curve of Her toned body. Her skin was smooth like creamy chocolate and Her eyes were piercing yet alluring. Her long red fingernails made my mouth quiver, I yearned to submit and serve under Her Grace. Anxious and feeling like I may never get the chance if I did not act now I said, "Pardon my forwardness Mistress, but what would be the proper way to see You for a training session? Domina Erotica inspected me up and down then grabbed me by the ring on my collar and took me outside where it was less noise. She commanded me to get on my knees and explain to Her why I should be allowed to see Her and my qualifications..
As I was expressing my feelings for servitude Domina Erotica said, "Shut up I have heard enough, words are not good enough for Me I want to see action, now get down there and sniff My boots!". As I sniffed Her buffed red boots, She took the crop that She had and whacked me across the ass, and snatched me up by my collar to stand up. She then said "Here is My card send Me an e-mail about yourself etc...by tomorrow and maybe I will elect to see you". I followed instructions and My appointment was made. I nervously rang the bell @ 12 noon, She answers the door...A beautiful fetish clad Barberella holding the key to Her own Thunderdome dressed in a black latex mini dress that looked like it was painted on. Long black latex fingerless gloves, 8" steeled heel stilettos and those viciously sexy 2" long red fingernails that matched Her pedicured toes. She said, "Exactly noon your on time, your promptness is well noted". As I entered Her Domain my heart started to beat loud in my throat and my palms were sweating with anticipation and excitement. She then instructed me to disrobe and place myself in the middle of the candle lit space. The ambience was erotic and surreal. She approached me with a wide leather discipline collar and placed it on my neck. She said, "Now that you are here, are you ready to show Me what you are made of? Can you honestly prove to Me that you are worth My time? As She spoke She circled me like a captivating and seducing Villainies of control and then stopped in front of me placing the crop under my chin holding it up.
I studdered in words but managed to say "Yes, Domina Erotica, I am sincere in wanting to be here and prove myself to You". Before I could continue my plea She ordered me to my feet and told me to stand in front of the large steel framed mirror next to an assembly line of disciplinary instruments on the wall. She stood behind me, reached around and took her long talons to pinch and caress my nipples. She then took Her other hand and grabbed me by the back of my hair and whispered in my ear with a seductive yet sinister tone, "Look at you, you have no idea what you have gotten yourself into. I am going to take great pleasure in turning you out!" She bent me over and spanked my ass like She was playing the bongos until it turned red and commanding me to watch Her do it in the mirror. She spun me around and gazed at me with a sexy smirk and said, "Move your ass over to that steel cross and put your back up against it". Domina Erotica picked up a bunch of dyed blue hemp rope and weaved the most elaborate and restrictive Japanese rope bondage I have ever seen or felt. I felt overpowered caught in a Black Widows' Web. As She spun Her web of captivation I could not help but to become turned on by Her powerful sensual essence and assertive deamenor that exuding from Her as She binds me closely. She proceeds to take a pin wheel and rolled it over what ever skin that was visible through the bondage stimulating my senses.
She grabbed me by the balls and squeezed them with one hand and then reached for bright red twine from a steel box next to us with Her other hand. She tied up my cock and balls with a quickness as it resembled the 7 gates of hell cock ring. She then laced some twine through ben-wa ball weights and tied them to my cock and balls. I was trying my best to keep my self control, something She is strict on. She reached for a soft blue leather flogger with feathers on the ends of it and started stroking me with it like a paint brush teasing and taunting me, throwing in a pinch and a caress with her long nails. She plucked the weights with Her fingernails and pulled at the twine bounding me. Domina Erotica is ambendextrose, using both hands at the same time stimulating and manipulating me at Her will. She came close to me and pierced me with Her eyes, grabbed me by my face and said, "I totally get off on seeing you vunerable, trembling and submissive My captive, and while you are here your ass belongs to Me. And even when you are not here your thoughts are to be thinking and creating new ways to please Me and be of quality service to Me and My desires". I replied, "Yes, Domina Erotica I understand and I submit to you, I want to be Your captive...and before I know it, She shoves a blue rubber ball gag into my mouth and straps it on me. She proceeds to flog me and pull at the twine on my balls telling me that the twine was my leash and She was going to lead me around like Her mutt and make me lick my own balls.. She disassembles me from the bondage and made me crawl around like Her pet. I followed Her on my hands and knees trying my best not to look up at Her amazing ass and legs in that latex mini dress and high heels. I was mezmorised in fantasy yearning to at least kiss Her feet before She dismissed me. She walked me to Her throne chair and sat down as I was kneeling in front of Her, She removed my ball gag and took Her stiletto heel and told me to stick out my tongue. She placed Her heel in my mouth and said, " Suck it! I want to see you wrap your lips around My heels and suck it like you mean it!"
Domina Erotica moved Her heel in and out of my mouth slowly and seductively admiring Her intimidation on me. She put her other stiletto shoe on my chest with the heel on my nipple, I winced in pain, aroused and overwhelmed. She removed Her heel from my mouth and placed it on my other nipple, now She has both of my nipples under Her heels smiling at Me and pleased, telling Me of all the different ways She would make me her slut, interrogate and discipline me .She then removes her heels from my chest, stands up and grabs a furry paddle and strokes my nipples and pulls at my twined cock. Every fiber of my being is on the edge, I felt like every sense in my body is being stimulated, my mind is being altered to a place that I wish I could remain forever. I had the euphoria of pleasure, pain within true submission. She took me on a ride that I always looked for in a Mistress, an experience that I would never forget. She is unpredictable and cunning and that will always keep me on my toes. She tells me to stand up, spit in my hand and grab my cock and stroke it until I feel like I can't hold it anymore and then stop!! She commanded me to do this Tease & Denial at least 4 times and it was driving me crazy..After feeling like I was in a frenzy of torture and pleasure, She told me to remove my hand and place it to my side and said, "Kneel down and kiss My toes.. and as for that meat in between your legs which I know you are dying to touch again, that belongs to Me! Remember I control it and you. Looks like you are ready to explode, that's too bad. As a matter of fact continue touching it again until I say stop!"
I am on the brink and at this point it is extremely difficult to sustain myself. Feeling like this was it, She told me to remove my hand and stand up again. She takes Her 2" long nails and lightly scratches and strokes my chest and moves around to my back. Knowing that Her nails can be used for pleasure or pain She rakes my body up and down soft and hard, pinching and teasing my already sensitive nipples. She walks away and leaves me standing there, on the edge and weak at the knees. She comes back with a blindfold and places it on me. Now I am in darkness not knowing what is going to happen next and I feel Her close to me almost breathing down my neck. She comes up behind me whispering in my ear very sensually about Her domination over me. She smacks my ass and trails one fingernail up and down my spine and then She moves in front me and starts to pluck my cock with her nails...She picks up Her leather crop and instructed me to bend over and then gave me a whack across my ass. She took off my blindfold and then removed the ben-wa ball weights from my member and said," Now, go and get dressed and as for the twine still tied on your cock and balls that is to stay bounded until I call you later and instruct you to remove it". As I attempted to get dressed hoping my excitement would deflate before leaving. I was allowed to kiss Her feet and I thanked Her for an encounter that was extraordinary. She is the element of Domination
& Sophistication befitting Her mantra........ Mistress of Eroticism & Disciplinarian a Seductress! Until this day I am still and always will be in servitude to Domina Erotica....
within sincere submission, slave x.
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Goddess Calico -Please tell me a little about your background. How did you get involved in SM/BDSM?
My involvement into the scene actually started around age 7 for Me and this is a TRUE story..........I had the Barbie and ken dolls and I love dressing Barbie up in different outfits with the high heeled shoes & boots, mini skirts and the sexy clothing accessories Barbie came with..At a young age and a vivid imagination I was always interested in fashion, dressing up watching t.v. shows like Cat Woman and admiring the Women dressed in their Super Hero/Villainies outfits in cartoons and comic books in action.. I remember having this desire to see Barbie in black shiny boots that came up to Her thighs, so I went to the kitchen drawer and there was some black shiny tape narrow in width. I ran back to My room excited and started to wrap this tape up Barbies' legs. Loving the look, She needed Her outfit to match it, so I wrapped tape around Her chest down and around to Her hips. I then wrapped the tape around Her arms for gloves. I put a pair of Her black shoes on Her feet and Barbie resembled to Me a Super Hero/ Female Villainies...
I was in My own world living through Barbie as this Powerful-Femme Fatal. My victims to conquer and Dominate was who else but ken...laying on the floor face down with just his beach shorts on looking helpless. Barbie would tower over ken telling him of his demise. I needed a sword or something to lay down the Law with, so I got a toothpick and elmer glue then glued it to Barbies' hand. Always scenarios of ken in a predicament and Barbie scolding him and using Her stick to punish him. This went on for awhile and always in the secrecy of My room. As I got older I always had this attraction to the alternative lifestyle and people. Years later at around age 23 I traveled to England to visit a friend and went to this fetish party with her. I was dressed in leather chaps and bra, very high stilettos and My hair was short platinum blonde then. Enjoying and taking in everything around Me, an intimidating yet beautiful woman dressed all in latex approached near Me and we started chatting. She then asked Me if I ever played in the S/M scene or had knowledge of it, in which I had some knowledge but never REALLY played before...She gave Me Her card and said call Her to come check out Her dungeon. She said that She admired My presence/style and intelligence for someone of My age and that She would like to train Me. Her card read Maitresse Marilyn Femme-Fatal. I was intrigued and very curious so I called Her a few days later, went to Her dungeon and immediately felt like this is where I needed/wanted to be.
I felt a kindred spirit with Maitresse Marilyn right away and the whole lifestyle. She showed Me some esthetics of the scene and shared Domme knowledge. I did scenes with Her after My own skills and creative ideas kicked in, which did not take long at all...I am a natural Dominant!
I came back to the states anticipating, fulfilled and ready to begin My journey in NYC, where I first began as a Dominatrix privately and Professionally at Paradise Lost and Nutcracker Suite. Within these times I also was an Independent Domina and I maneuvered throughout the NYC B&D S/M Lifestyle, attended scene parties, traveled, became a Fetish Model, participated in slave auctions and was a panel Mistress for the Eulenspiegal Society "Everything you ever wanted to know about a Mistress, but was afraid to ask" ...I also lectured a group of New York University students on the BDSM Lifestyle with demonstrations (actually 2 of the females that I lectured later on ended up being trained by Me to understand the true meaning of being a Dominatrix and emerged into the Lifestyle as a result) ... ...
I evolved into a diabolical featured S/M Fetish Performer, MC and Fetish Club Host at various mainstream and S/M venues such as The Black & Blue Balls, The Vault, Webster Hall (Make-up room), Limelight, The Tunnel, Palladium, Club USA, Clit Club, Susan Bartch Parties etc....One of the best photo shoots that I have ever done was with Howard Stern for a special issue in "E" Entertainment Weekly Magazine. I scratched him on his chest with My 2" long finger nails, paddled & spanked him, tied him up on the wall with leather mitts on his hands and a dog chain on his neck. I stood in front of him dressed in fetish gear holding My bullwhip and they took the picture....it was FABULOUS!! Howard your a sweetheart...!! I also co-produced My own B&DS/M Performance show on NYC public access channel 17 filmed at The Vault..called "Club Fetish" The rest is Herstory.....I have been in the scene for about 17 years now.
Goddess Calico- What was your very first impression when you first seen a Dominatrix?
When I saw a true Dominatrix..I was drawn in by Her Natural Feminine Powerful, Her mind and presence, Her inner beauty and confidence, Her knowledge and grace, Her shiny black latex sexy cat suit and extremely high heels, I felt we had something very connected in common a kindred spirit.
Goddess Calico -Your legs and feet are absolutely beautiful. Do you enjoy foot worship?
Thanks, and I do enjoy foot worship to the deserving and when I am in the mood.
Goddess Calico -Do you enjoy playing with cross dressers and transsexuals?
Yes, I enjoy indulging in Femme play with the boys that like to be girls. I love slut training and bitchin them out.....
Goddess Calico: Do you believe that men submit to females most for their physical beauty? Do you also like to feel that he worships you for who you are as a complete woman, In mind, body, and spirit?
There are some men who submit to females just because of Her looks, which I believe they are selling themselves and their experience short because they are missing out on the substance of the Domme. I would prefer that I am respected and served accordingly as a complete woman with My own mind, sound body and vibrant spirit.
Goddess Calico -What is the ultimate "domme space" for you personally?
Classy, Professional, Erotic, Surreal, Intimidating, Inviting, Educational and steel industrial in style, elegant with taste and stocked with various implements to administer discipline, bondage and fetishes. I love latex, cobalt blue, metals, black shiny lacquer etc....like My play space is forming to be @ DOMAIN OF EROTICA.
Goddess Calico -what is your opinion on Pro Doms in general, who use bdsm as an outlet for their anger?
I believe a Domme that uses BDSM as an outlet for their anger is a dangerous and insensitive Domme....First of all if you are angry about something it is not fair to take your problems out on someone that does not have anything to do with it..A Lady learns to deal with Her problems out side of people, places and things. A Domme that vents Her anger during session play is more prone to actually physically hurt a sub when implementing discipline way out of his or her range of tolerance in a bad way. As we know there are those who want the Domme to be a ruthless BITCH and be very degrading to him and that is their choice and desire, but not dangerous and vicious to the point that She vents Her anger not thinking straight and uses him as Her emotional and physical urinal. There are some Dommes that vent there anger towards men in session as a release for Themselves because they have a hatred for men due to their past or present experiences with men that hurt them in some way. Consensual Domination is very important...
Goddess Calico -So tell me, do you have a personal slave or perhaps more and what do You look for and expect from a personal slave?
Yes, I do have a couple of personal slaves and what I expect from My personal slaves is mandatory....The word "PERSONAL" to Me means you are in contact with Me, My life within and outside of the BDSM scene to a point. Meaning the personal slave would be more exposed to things about Me than those in session play, such as maybe where I live and certain personal errands that would be his/her responsibility etc...with this in mind as a mandatory Rule the personal slave has to be very obedient and sincere by nature. We would have to seriously vibe together and I would have to feel comfortable letting someone in My personal space....The personal slave would know his/her place from the beginning to the end with respect, etiquette, self-control and value knowing that his position could be replaced if My Law and regulations are not followed as I see fit. Personal slaves would have to be resourceful and have integrity with substance. I won't tolerate someone being around Me just to grovel at My feet.
Goddess Calico -What is your style of domination?
My style of Domination is based upon Class, Sophistication and Professionalism , Knowledge of Self and the Scene pertaining to the Esthetics and Behavior Modifications.. An Experienced and Sensually Provocative Seductress, A Humiliatrix, A Merciless Vixen, A Captivating Disciplinarian that administers what is necessary and Demanding. A Dominant Woman that believes and lives by the mantra that the Psychological and Emotional aspects of BDSM is just as important as the Physical. A Cool, Calm and Collected Domme of Erotic Fetish Encounters that stylishly dresses for the occasion..
Goddess Calico -Do you find that some submissive confuse what "slavery" is as opposed to "submission" and/or "Masochism?"
Yes, I believe there are those who cross the lines and really don't understand the full grasp of the meanings...Some subs believe that if I submit for a hour or two then I am Her slave. In actuality being a slave is a full time sincere commitment to a Domme, servitude, obedience, time, mind, body and soul, not just for awhile.....
Goddess Calico - Do you think that a truly "bad" OR "dangerous" dom needs to be known about as much as a "bad" OR "dangerous" client?
Yes, I believe this is important to be notified that a Domme is dangerous to others. To keep this knowledge to yourself can cause a destructive domino effect..meaning a sub could come across a Domme that does not play by the safe rules and taints his/her experience of the scene. If the sub is a novice for example and went to a defective Domme, that person may get the wrong impression about other Dommes and our Lifestyle assuming we are the same and can't be trusted. This may cause that person to be turned-off by the scene or by the experience in general. There are those who have good judgement of people and can feel to stay clear of "dangerous" situations, but for those whose senses and choices lack clarity it could be a problem. The actions of a dangerous type Domme that works in a House of Domination or Independently effects everyone in some way.
Goddess Calico - What is one thing you dislike about the scene?
I find disliking can be judge mental at times...so I try not to. I try to see clear of this. But there are those who are pyschologically and emotionally challenged and find the need to be intentionally harassing and a burden to a Domme because they are miserable.
Goddess Calico- And what is the most likable things about the scene?
I like/love the diversity in people that you meet privately and socially in this Lifestyle from all over the world. I have met some very interesting people of substance and character of elevated spirits in My journeys. Experienced and passionate about life and what they do, teaching and learning is what it's all about. The BDSM Lifestyle can take you on a road to self discovery through having Pandora's Box opened, exploring and realizing yourself and others. I also love finding and creating new ways to keep My Expertises flowing for scene play by discovering new toys or equipment at My local hardware store or fetish store. Last but not least I love a "wearing latex and great fetish party"...
Goddess Calico -Do you travel often for sessions?
Not as often as I use to because I have a life outside of the scene. But I am planning on traveling more in the future.......
Goddess Calico -Is there a particular experience in your life through which your dominant side was brought out, or how did you discover this side of yourself?
Remember Barbie?
Goddess Calico -Do you have your own studio? Can someone come by during the lunch hour to visit you?
Yes I have My own arena in Fort Lauderdale, Florida. Yes someone can come by, but I would prefer to corresponde and have advanced notice.
Goddess Calico- What are the three major "NO NO's" a client best never ask you?
SEX, MUTILATION & BROWN SHOWERS!!
Goddess Calico- Have you ever encountered a submissive that you tortured immensely without ever putting a finger on them? How does it feel when you can possess such power?
Yes I have...I enjoy being the Villainies/Cat woman/Interrogator standing over My subs or whispering in their ears and telling them of their demise. I have this one sub that I don't even touch, I just throw My head back with a wicked laugh, telling him of his fate and that he is now My prisoner with no escape and I am going to turn him out and make him My BITCH and no one will ever find him etc...
As I am circling him he is sooo exciting, breathing hard making noises tortured by the fact that I don't touch him makes him crazy... Or over the phone I have done Tease and Denial of the mind, where the sub is so tortured by what I saying...... To be given such a Power can be exhilarating !
Goddess Calico -Have you had a session in public before? If so, where did it take place and with what impressions did those around you respond? If not, would such a thing excite you?
Yes I have done many sessions out in public before...One of My favorite was in NYC with a slave that I had who had a passion for pink latex and Infantilism. We started at the play space with Me dressed in a full black latex cat suit and My slave dressed in a nice suit but with a pink babies bag with a white bunny on it strapped over his shoulders.. My baby girls' name was Emily and I decided that we would go out in public while Emily is fully dressed in baby wear from head to toe. He drove Me to our destination which was the Supper Club in Manhattan (a non S/M related restaurant/club). I specifically choose this place because of its elegance, decor and also because along the sides of the Club it has large round tables and above circling around the tables are long red velour curtains to close your area in if you wanted some privacy while dining.
We walked in and was escorted to our seats, right from the start baby girl was embarrassed while walking inside the Club with the baby bag strapped on his shoulders and Me walking ahead of him in shiny latex. We sat down and I took charge and ordered for us telling the waiter what I wanted and then ordered the baby pork chops and mashed potatoes and baby peas which was for baby girl. I instructed Emily to remove his pants at the table, he had his pink frilly latex panties under them. We were at a corner table and I had the curtains slightly half open for public view and constantly reminded Emily that I can fully open the curtains so everyone could see, this was on the peak of Emily's humiliation because I smeared mashed potatoes on her face.. Every time the waiters came to our table they had a shocked trying not to laugh with expression on their faces as Emily was dressed more and more like a baby in a wonderfully made pink latex baby outfit complete with the pink mary jane shoes and sox, pink & white bonnet, frilly pink panties with matching top, pacifer etc...
When people would walk by if they slowed down enough could see Emily dressed, the adrelanine was high and entertaining..Emily decided to be a disorderly baby so I threatened and said that if she keeps disobeying I would put her over the table a spank that ass! Well, this baby wanted to try My patience and would not listen. So I grabbed Emily by the back of her panties and top, put her over the table and spanked her right there. The noise was funny because Emily wore diapers under the latex panties and it made a loud thudding sound. By this time Emily was beyond embaressed flushed to the face ready to leave but was put in her place...Emily ate out of her pink baby plate and was drinking juice out of the baby bottle being very obedient. I was feeding Emily doing the airplane with the baby spoon to the mouth a waiter came to the table to bring dessert and asked were we going to a mascarade party? I said "No, I am I baby sitting and this is Emilys' first night out....
As I am talking to the waiter he becomes more intrigued and rather open with the conversation about roleplay and Emily is SOOOO embaressed at this point. I instructed Emily to slowly change back into his suit at the table and put away his baby gear as the waiter was bringing the check. As we were driving My slave was expressing to Me on how that evening he would never forget and it was the most intense public humiliation scene he has ever encountered...I have to say Myself it was a rush, very Powerful and entertaining.
Goddess Calico -What do you think of dommes who brag about how much money they spend on clothes,toys and such and insist their way is the only right way?
Bragging about material things is not appealing to Me in a person. To be humbly confident exudes a more positive representation. I am very grateful for the things that I have been allowed to have in My life, the material world is a part of My life but it does not rule Me....for those who allow $$$ or materialistic things to rule them just think about this..WHEN DESIRE OVERCOMES CONSCIENTIOUSNESS
THERE IS NO REASONING!!!!As far as a Domme insisting that Her way is the right way, for some their way works for them and that' great. But if Her way gives a distasteful image and reputation of a Domme, then I find that offensive.
Goddess Calico -What to you makes a good and bad domme?
A good Domme...She is a professional, confident, strong, Female of substance and balance in Her life. She is in tuned with Herself and others, a Femme Fatal well versed in Her Expertises and knowledgeable of the Physical & Psychological aspects of the BDSM Lifestyle. An Intimidating Sexy Vixen of Discipline & Fetishes. A Teacher and vessel of trust, Demanding and creative. A role model of Power and Seduction...A bad Domme to Me is a woman that lacks the above...
Goddess Calico -A more personal question, what kinds of hobbies outside of BDSM do you have?
I am an aspiring Clothes Designer catering to Couture exotic fetish gowns, corsets etc...I sketch My own designs. I love to write true stories about fetishes and kink but on My other side it's writing about enlightenment because I "try" to live within Spiritual Wisdom. I love creating new ways of cooking and eating organic foods, Pilate's, Yoga, traveling, reading a good book, movies and sometimes gardening etc..
Goddess Calico -Can women couples contact you for live sessions?
Of course, I absolutely enjoy seeing Women and Women couples...I am bi-sexual and love sexy and femine women.
Goddess Calico -Is there something more that you would like to share with those reading this interview?
To My enticed admirers.....Discover the "mystery" deep inside you..there is a yearning that heightens. You search for its meaning only to experience frustration and contradiction. You ask yourself, "How do I find a solution to something I cannot define?" The enticing Powers of Female Domination is a force that cannot be reckon with or denied. Every time you encounter its essence you find a part of you slipping away as It controls you and seduces the very depth of your existence and comprehension. You are aware of the fact that you will never escape, never be free until you discover the truth....the "mystery". When one is ready to delve on a path that will help realize these truths that live within, ready to submit to the Powers of the Domina and tap into the most exquisite source of Sensuality and Strictness with a true commitment, only then will you be accepted into the Utopia of Domina Erotica...
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