Whatever makes you happy

Whatever makes you happy

Whatever makes you happy

Everything

authoritative, benevolent women, their heart, their mind, and their ass

I have been looking my entire life for a strong benevolent beautiful female authority figure to be my mate. I would do anything for such a girl if she could care for me (not necessarily financially, but romantically). I am obviously in the traditionally feminine role. I would do what I can to please her if she could help me. Where can I find a strong, aggressive, lovely goddess/priestess/lady to make happy, who will lead me into excitement and expand my horizons. It always seems women want the strong male or to manipulate the guy for money. I'm 39, where can I look to find this mother goddess mate? I almost found her, in a strip club, but she is in the middle of something with her child. Unfortunately, most exotic dancers want nothing to do with a stressed out man. She can be a lonely workaholic who wants a truly caring guy to be with even every couple weeks, or she can be something more regular, high income or low income, but patient and stable. I truly have felt lost without her.

Age is not important: good heart (bad temper okay), passionate, speaks her mind, feminine face, bust unimportant, feminine figure (nice ass and legs, big or small), if she's into volunteer work, BONUS, the whole pagan priestess to dominant spectrum is also a BONUS. I like weird and I like straight, from spooky girl to business woman, but not a prude. Someone to talk to, go out with, have fun with, and be kinky with. I live in the Kansas area.

Being used without my permission
Vagueness...say what you mean, don't beat around the bush or I'll distrust you

ADHD, passive but passionate
I am a very intelligent male with ADHD and constant boredom. I think because of this, and perhaps being raised by my mom and three older sisters, I am very uncertain with women and life. I have tried to be successful in life but am coming to the conclusion in my late 30's that I will have to be under-employed in low-middle income to not be miserable. $40-$50K/year for the next few years. Even this may be a struggle.

I'm pretty normal otherwise, stable and attractive except the stress at my current professional job where I am in authority has caused me to gain 60 lbs, but I can lose it in a year guaranteed once I get into an "under-employed" 40 hr/week position. I'm likable and attractive when I have my life together. I have a weird, kooky, possibly twisted sense of humor, and like sexual exploration. If you are a bisexual woman or straight woman looking for a more feminine man, eager to please, I have a large build but a soft touch.