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The Office Party
Posted On 01/06/2008 09:33:13

This blog relates to events at Our/our work Christmas party which took place several weeks ago now; i apologise for not posting it earlier but the holiday season has been quite busy and i have only just got round to finishing writing it up.

 

A. wasn’t interested in attending Our/our firm’s Christmas bash this year but She encouraged me to go. i wasn’t keen on going without Her but She said it would be good for me to mix with the Others/others.

 It was the usual dinner and dance in a local restaurant, with all the office staff spread over several long tables. Cut loose from A., i was a little lost. i don’t fit in socially with my new team as it is mainly “bloky” males but fortunately i was invited to sit with the members of another team which is mainly female. Of the two males, one is gay and the other happily married with a well-developed feminine side, so they are much more my cup of tea.

i was soon esconced on the end of the table with three of the Ladies – H., N., and C. H., who i mentioned in another recent blog as keen to hand over some of Her work to me, gives the initially impression of being conventional and bookish, but actually has a distinct “wild” side. This was much more to the fore that evening as She has swapped Her glasses for contacts, let down Her long red hair and wore a glittery, revealing black top.

 

N., with her punky style and delightful “hippychick” way of speaking (“Hey paul man!”) appears to be more obviously the “wild child” and to an extent She is, though the way She projects masks a degree of insecurity. H., though a few years younger than N (who is in Her early thirties), is the stronger personality. N. takes Her cue from the younger girl. N. has always been very curious about my relationship with A., and has quizzed me about it on several other social occasions.

 

C is a Mother of two around the same age as N and can be a little shy, though She can be mischievous given encouragement from the other two.

 

From the outset, They were asking me about A – why wasn’t She there, where was She etc. As the alcohol began to take effect, the questions became more personal and searching: Are You two “seeing” one another? why do You let her boss You about so much? Do You like to be bossed about?

 

i answered honestly but discreetly. No, We/we are not “seeing” one another (i assumed that was just a euphemism for having an affair). Yes, i like her bossing me about. i like strong, assertive Women who take the lead in a relationship. i also believe that Females tend to have sounder judgement than males and certainly that A’s judgement is better than mine. 


The conversation turned (at H’s instigation) to sexual politics and i explained that in my view the world would benefit if more Women were in positions of power as i thought they were more suited to its responsible use than males. This earned me a round of applause and some whooping and hollering from my table mates which had people on the other tables looking across to see what was going on.

 

The high spirits continued as (encouraged by H and N) i started to get on my Female Supremacy soapbox, running down my own sex to the absolute delight of my companions. There were some raised eyebrows from the other diners, but no one actually contradicted me, so i continued to hold forth right through to pudding!

 

There was a nice bit of subtle dominance during the main course when H admired my salmon fillet. i immediately offered Her some and invited Her to take what She wanted. N took some as well and then all three started to take more without asking until They ended up eating the lion’s share of my dinner for me.   i saw what they were doing and felt a little excited by it as i do usually when Ladies exploit my submissiveness. My only concern was that they were also plying me with wine and if i didn’t eat much i was going to get squiffy.

 

As the meal ended and the tables were getting cleared, the Ladies went off to the dance floor and I went off to call A. i told Her about the questions I had been asked and my replies and also about my rant and how it was received. i mentioned that the Ladies were being playfully dominant and acknowledged that i was a little excited, though not actually sexually aroused.

 

A was happy about my replies to the Ladies’ questions and also about my speech, though She said i should be careful not to drink too much and do anything silly. She asked me how much i had drunk already and told me to stick to water from then on. i should let the girls enjoy teasing me but i was to be careful things didn’t go too far and i was to look after them in case They got drunk. i could stay until the party ended at 12 but i had to go straight home after that. i thanked Her and joined the others on the dance floor.

 

That was where i stayed for much of the rest of the evening, except when i was dispatched to fetch more drinks for the Ladies. Actually, this duty suited me even more than usual because it meant that i was able to ensure that no more alcohol was purchased for me.

 

N was (as always) the most enthusiastic drinker, with an almost insatiable thirst for champagne. C initially tried to match Her, but soon fell by the wayside. H was more sensible throughout. Not surprisingly, therefore, N was the only one who need my assistance by the end of the evening, though only in locating Her coat; H had arranged taxis for the trip home.

 

Nevertheless, all three ladies were in high spirits and i lost count of the amount of times my bottom was pinched on the dance floor; not just by the Ladies, either – also a couple of times by Our/our gay male colleague, though They put him up to it. i submitted to all the teasing with good grace, but drew the line when H put Her hand squarely on my genitals and squeezed my balls. i gently moved Her hand and politely asked Her not to touch me there. She smiled broadly and said with a wink:


“What would A say, eh?”

 

i retired from the dance floor to help calm things down and the remainder of the evening went off without incident.  When We/we left I saw the Ladies to their respective cabs, opening the doors for them like a chauffeur and even kissing N’s hand, which She held outstretched for me.

 

The next day i found out what A had to say about the rest of my evening and She was not pleased. She blamed me for letting the ladies get tiddly (except N, who She knows to be incorrigible) and for letting them pinch my bottom. She asked me if i was attracted to H and was even less impressed when i confessed both that i did and also (when She asked about this too) that i had fantasised about serving Her.

 

The price of my sins was a slapped face and (a couple of days later) a slow, lengthy caning in “my” room in A’s house. i say slow because A spaced it out over a period of just over an hour. It was followed by a similarly lengthy bout of contrition. This is basically where i kneel before A., still naked and sore from my beating, kissing Her feet and begging Her forgiveness. There were long periods where She said nothing in response and all i could do was just keep going and hope for the best.


Since then i have had to tell her about any contact i have with H or N (who She does not have a very high opinion of) and clear it with Her before i do anything for them. The first time i saw H after the Christmas break (i think that would have been last Thursday), She gave me the most radiant, knowing smile that absolutely thrilled me to my boots. i told A at lunchtime. She didn’t say much but i am fairly sure that i am going to suffer for that before too long.

paul


Never Keep a Lady Waiting
Posted On 12/22/2007 13:10:31

It is a Lady’s privilege to be late, but a gentleman never keeps a Lady waiting. The inequality of the sexes is reflected in Our/our basic rules of etiquette. One might add:


“A slave keeps his Mistress waiting at his peril”. i found this to my cost yesterday lunchtime.

 

i was supposed to go to lunch at 12.45 and accompany A to a large department store about 10 minutes walk from Our/our office. Normally, i get ready a few minutes beforehand and go and wait by Her desk until She is ready to leave. I then walk a few steps behind Her until We/we get to the door, which I walk forward and open for Her. We/we don’t generally speak until We/we are in the lift lobby.

 

Unfortunately, on this occasion i received a telephone call which took longer to deal than anticipated and delayed me. To my horror, as i replaced the receiver i saw A walking toward the door with Her coat on already. i think She probably thought I was right behind Her as i usually would be.

 

i darted across the office to catch up with Her. When She saw that i hadn’t got my coat on yet She stared at me in disbelief. i should explain that A times Her lunches precisely so that She always knows how much flexitime She has and can leave at the hour She wants. She hates delays because they mess up Her system – She has to stay later or come in earlier to make up the time and may miss Her train or have to take an earlier one that doesn’t suit Her.

 

i quickly explained about the telephone call, apologised and told Her i was just going to run and get my coat. She told me to hurry up and i raced down the corridor to the coatstand. i grabbed my coat and scarf and started to put them on as i rushed back to where She stood by the door. i felt a little guilty at seeing her waiting there for me, as if i was more important than Her. Then I became aware of a different sensation. I realised I needed to pee.


 


i apologised again and told Her I “must just use the toilet”. i knew She wouldn’t be pleased but I wasn’t expecting her reply – “Oh no you mustn’t, there’s no time for that!” I assumed that She was kidding and joked back, “You wouldn’t want me to wet myself, would You?” “Yes” was Her curt reply, followed rapidly by an instruction to open the door for Her. i started to realise that She was serious (at least about not giving me time to use the toilet before leaving)  and said to Her softly (but within earshot of no fewer than half a dozen other staff: “Please, A, I really need to go”.

 

She was unmoved. i should have thought of that earlier, She said. i knew better than to question Her will any further and opened the door to let Her out. i knew that i was just going to have to hold it.  As there were no toilets between Our/our office and the store, nor (so far as I was aware) any in the store itself, that meant until We/we returned. i estimated that We/we were likely to be gone for 30-35 minutes!

 

A took Her time in the store and paid absolutely no heed to my (by then) obvious distress and discomfort. She wouldn’t let me walk on ahead as i carried Her bags back to the office and even told me to slow down when i tried to quicken my pace. Only when We/we actually got back upstairs did She allow me to walk ahead of Her and She insisted that i place Her bags by Her desk before finally making the “shoo, shoo” gesture which meant I was free to make a mad dash to the office toilets.

 

i am glad to say i made it just in time, albeit not without dampening my fly as i fumbled frantically to unzip myself or startling a senior manager who happened to be standing by the door as i burst in like a lunatic.

 

If Our/our immediate colleagues hadn’t realised from the scenes They/they had already witnessed what Afroza had made me do, They/they soon become aware when She confirmed to the Lady who sits next to Her (“R”), in the earshot of several others in Her team, that She had indeed made my hold my water until We/we returned.

 

As i returned to my desk, there was much sniggering. One male colleague asked me if i was “relieved”, while “R” stared at me incredulously from across the room. A simply sat there, calmly checking Her e-mails, oblivious to the humiliation of Her humble servant, who now cannot even pass water without Her permission...

 

 


A Goddess to Worship
Posted On 12/13/2007 05:15:05

A. permitted me release yesterday evening after five and a half weeks. That’s the longest i’ve gone under Her ownership, though i’ve gone longer under other Ladies. She had me do it in Her presence on this occasion, though there was no contact between Us/us. Before i first brought myself off under a Lady’s supervision i thought i’d be inhibited, but actually there is a very satisfying intimacy about doing it under Her watchful eye.

 

i’m afraid i made a mess as i radically overshot the bowl i was supposed to direct it into, but i licked it up like a good boy. A said She would like to train Her husband to do that and toyed with the idea of having me do it for him, but i think She only said that to tease me.

 

There has been virtually a complete absence of physical contact between Us/us since Her return. A hasn’t given a reason for it but it doesn’t seem to be because She is displeased with me. It appears that She just prefers things like that at the moment. Initially it was quite frustrating, especially after Her lengthy absence, and i was very anxious in case i’d done something wrong. She assured me I hadn’t – well, “No more than usual” – and i was not being punished.

 

It has actually enriched Our/our relationship, i believe, giving it a purity it hasn’t had for a while and restoring a spiritual dimension which may have been lacking. i am sure that this must have been A’s intention. There is something about longing for physical contact with Her that is more wonderful even than the contact itself. She becomes more Goddess-like – and isn’t that what I crave most, a Goddess to worship?


Missing Madam
Posted On 12/01/2007 08:40:20

There was a brief moment of fear and excitement this week when M told me She was coming to london on the 5/12, but that gave way to disappointment the following evening when She postponed Her visit until - next summer!


To make things worse, although A is back from Her wedding in India, for various reasons i won't go into i can't see Her for another week! i've been missing Her sooo much the suspense is almost unbearable!!


Well, in both cases it is not convenient for either lady to see me earlier and so i must set aside my own feelings and wait patiently until it is convenient. i am at their disposal and i must not complain. i must make myself glad to wait on their command.


In the meantime, i will console myself that i have been able to serve other Ladies in small ways. i was particularly pleased yesterday when i returned a file to a Lady after helping Her by doing some work on it and She said that She didn't really want it back and i might as well finish it for Her. i'm sure She knew i would not say no.


One of the Ladies whose work i have been covering will be back Monday. i won't be there to see Her face but i'm hoping She'll be delighted with what i've done. i've left Her barely anything outstanding so She'll be able to ease Her way back in. i know i'm a crawling lickspittle but hey - does that make me a bad person?


Best wishes A/all,


paul 


 


 


Stabbed in the pub & loving it
Posted On 11/24/2007 03:46:06

i had an unexpected slice of bdsm action yesterday evening - well, that's how i choose to interpret it! i met a friend in a very busy pub and a young Lady who was unfortunately a little the worse for wear stabbed me with Her boot heel in the soft part of my foot just beneath the ankle.


it was probably an accident but i like to think it was deliberate and my fantasies were fuelled by Her coming over to our table later to try to talk to me. Sadly, She was incoherent! Actually i think i got off lightly as before leaving, her and Her boyfriend got into a fight with someone in which a chair was swung about. i am sort of glad i don't go to the pub that often.


i suppose i am prone to fantasise at the moment as Madam is still away and i have  abstained from masturbating in Her absence. This has admittedly resulted in some terrific dreams, including one featuring two Ladies from the office, one holding my head down while the Other took me with a strap-on. Wow, if only my working day was really like that.


Well, Madam will be back soon and then hopefully my mind will be filled by much more useful stuff. Actually i have a surprise for Her. When i went back to work with Her initially it was only temporary, but i have just been made permanent. i know that will please Her and i can't wait to tell her, but i'm going to save it until She is back in the UK.


have a nice weekend A/all.


paul 


 


Diet
Posted On 11/17/2007 13:33:38

i have been on my "horse radish with everything" diet for just over a week now and i'm finding it only slightly less disagreeable than the "drink your own urine" experiment. Actually it's not quite with everything. Madam only said i have to have it once a day but in an attempt to impress Her i'm having it twice a day. That basically means i'm barely enjoying any of the food i'm eating at the moment, but as Madam says, how could i enjoy food while She's not around? i should be miserable and food should stick in my craw..!

One thing i've learned is not to mix horse radish with dairy products! i have had it with milk and cheese (don't ask) and i couldn't stop going to the toilet. That amused Madam no end!

i confess i do regularly inflict unnecessary discomfort and privation on myself, partly because (i suppose) i have a masochistic streak and partly because i know it excites Her to think of me suffering to please Her.

yesterday i told Her how cold it had turned here (of course it is baking hot where She is, in India). i sensed a thrill in Her voice as She pictured Her little slave shivering away over here while She was lovely and warm and being spoiled by Her family.

So guess what i did? i turned off the heating and spent the rest of the night completely naked. i froze my ***s off! But it was worth it to tell Her i'd done it!

Her reaction? "Good. I hope You freeze to death," followed by a giggle.

What shall i do tonight to top it? Cover myself in horse radish, do You/you think?

love,

paul 

 

 


Suffering
Posted On 11/13/2007 13:27:17

Madam has gone off to India again (for another wedding), so i face another couple of weeks without Her; though i am so busy at present i don’t know how i’d cope if She was here. Especially as She has a habit calling on my services even more when I’m stretched, to test me. It’s good, really, because it reminds me of my true priorities.

 

She likes to ensure that She continues to exert her control over me even when She is far away and has come up with another very original way of doing so this time round. She knows that i hate horse radish. Did i mention this before? She has delighted in feeding me the stuff before now and giggling as i pull all sorts of grotesque faces.

 

Anyway, now She has decided that i should have some on my food everyday She is away. And in case i thought i might get away with a token amount, She has had me buy a fresh jar and told me that i must finish it by Her return.

 

Every mouthful is going to remind me of Her and Her control over me. Simple, but effective. She was going to include chillies as well but decided against it. Why? She remembered i quite like chillies!

 

One more quick thing. M sent me a joke e-mail about how money was the cause of all suffering and therefore as a friend who didn’t want to see me suffer, She invited me to send Her all my money.

 

Perhaps the best response would have been to have done so, but in fact i took the opportunity to write back saying i would prefer to suffer for Her, which on one level was a joke and on another was not. Anyway, She seemed delighted with this response, hopefully for the reasons that i would most like Her to be!

 

She hurt Her head recently, which also gave me a chance to say how i would care for Her if We/we were together. i think She could get used to the idea of having a slave who would care for Her and suffer for Her. i hope so!

 

regards to A/all,

 

paul




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