Some of my hobbies include reading, writing, serving, Photography, parties, clothes shopping, shoe shopping.

The Secretary, secrets, ET, Gilmore Girls. Where the heart is, Chronicals of Narnia, as well as quite a few others just ask.

Tatu, Evanescence, Within temptation, Pussy cat Dolls and again quite a few others.

V.c. Andrews.... Stephen King, Anne Rice....

Hot wax, Latex, PVC, Floggers, OTK Spanking, and anything shiney hahahahahaha

Liars, cheaters, fakes, people who do not read my profile....and people who think they are above everyone else and not human.

PLEASE NOTE THAT I AM NO LONGER UNDER MISTRESS TATTOO BARBIE.




Getting into the groove of life can be quite a hard task as there is so much to do that can be quite scary in this big world. There is getting a job, getting an apartment or a room mate with someone; the fact is they can be hard to accomplish and scary as well, no matter how many jobs that you have had it is always scary to come to the next job and the next point in life. Over the past few months my life has been a roller coaster, i have learned lessons and made friends in each place that i have gone. But, the past few months have been about me starting the goals that i have made for myself. A job, i now baby sit three children who i have come to adore. Of course in time i will move on to accomplish the rest of my goals that will get me to NYC for now i have a job, a roof over my head and i am beginning my life. Now that you know that i have a real life outside of the BDSM life you can also see that i am human, i have made mistakes that i have had to pay for, Just as everyone in life does. Now i am going to teach a little lesson to people. So many times i hear Dominants say well if this Dom does this then they are not Dominant, as if that Dominant and not human first. Fact is before you became Dominant you were a baby born of flesh, blood, and bones from the mothers wound you were born human, and thus even as a Dominant you can have hard times when you need help and it's okay to ask, you can ask for things and it's okay, and you can make mistakes because it is in the human nature to make a mistake and to learn from the mistake which you have made. Just because you made a human error, or have a hard time in life at points does not make someone any less Dominant, and that goes for subs too... sub's are not always perfect, we don't always have everything right; we make our mistakes as well and need to learn from it. i have many skills, sometimes though i feel inadequate because i don't feel right even if its something i am great at.. what i feel happy doing is serving and serving only that special one, but i also know that i need to survive in the world, it is big and cruel sometimes. As of late i find myself preparing to further my life by beginning courses in child education as we plan to open a daycare to keep money coming in the house... yay more loveable monsters LOL. i will do these courses online as i'll have my in person experience and social skills for that by the kids i babysit and parents that i will meet. in the end i am going to college for Photography/computers and writing, such great skills right? lol Photography is a way to show the soul and release emotion. When it comes to the BDSM lifestyle i adore many things in the range of knife play, foot worship (to One), flogging, OTK Spanking, lifestyle service, running errands, serving drinks and food (still learning to cook lol), i also love helping others in the scene especially if they are new i have no problem telling them about the lessons and ideas that i have learned and formulated from this lifestyle. The beautiful thing is that we all have many fetishes and kinks and we are all accepted for those because we value difference in the scene, that is unless you've burned bridges the wrong way... for instance you should never touch a sub that is not your's without consent, that seems to go around quite a bit and is a huge break of protocol. Aside from BDSM and baby sitting i also enjoy reading and writing. Currently i have one chapter to a small story that i am writing. i also write poetry just like photography this is also a way to write out the heart and soul and in a way that no one will criticize, but it will keep readers glued because with true facts you can also add twists and turns in the writing. it's like writing the story of life haha. Now that you know a bit about me, and how serious i take my life and those in my life you can now see the few rules that i have and this is just to keep the idiots away. So please be sure to follow these carefully or you will not get my attention. 1)Along with a friends request should be a letter of introduction, 2) Do not write me asking if you can own more or if i will own you as the answer to this short question is absolutely not. i may not be owned but my heart is still devoted to only one. 3) Do not send me pics or ask for my e-mail as you will not get it... i test the water before that personal information is handed out. i am sure rules will come to follow with this when i have more energy to think.. for now happy reading.