Wasn't sure where to post this so I looked and chose MQE's forum to carry my posting. Consensual Blackmail has over the past few months been something that has 'pushed my buttons', it's so mind blowing to think of being controlled by a sexual and dominant lady, (I hasten to add that the monetary side is certainly not on my mental menu). My trouble is that I wanted to discuss my fantasy with a lady who I felt safe with and could back out at any minute, enjoying the discussion but knowing I was 'covered', dismissing her passions as a game. This I now realize is the often deplored, 'topping from below', needless to say I have been pulled up on the same, or at least see it on the horizon. So, now I find myself feeling the need to make public apology to my MDS lady and state it was never my intention to offend and I hope I did not do so, I will of course be more respectful from now on...
Thank you MQE for the use of your forum space.

NO thanks needed watching, this forum is for everyone. I hope that others feel free to post here as well, with questions or concerns, or thoughts on bdsm and the lifestyle in general :)

When all goes quiet and yet you have 'committed yourself through acts' how do you know when you are safe... Erotically I miss the domination and control, friend wise I miss the chats.., in a self preservation way I say.. Phew..

Nerve wrecking, uncertain as to her plans, is she plotting, is she doing something you have no clue about?  lol Gotta love that!  One should always becareful what they wish for, just because things are quiet, doesn't mean there isn't things going on, that you will surely pay for later :)

Sounds like you speak from experience?   Care to expand on that? 

well I could expand and tell you I'm replying to a certain email, from a certain person we both know :) 

 By the way, if you're feeling a bit nervous.. you should be!!  Squirm like the slut you are, because you simply just have NO idea what She and I are talking about... but do follow the orders I left as a comment on your profile.   Go get the panties and let Me enjoy My fun!

entangled wrote: When all goes quiet and yet you have 'committed yourself through acts' how do you know when you are safe... Erotically I miss the domination and control, friend wise I miss the chats.., in a self preservation way I say.. Phew..

 

Now to go back to that post.. I would like to say a special thank you to you entangled.  Because unlike so many, when I was away dealing with r/l issues as well as health issues, although you missed our times chatting and My dominance, you didn't walk out, you didn't whine or complain... you waited like a good boy, always checking on me, making sure I was ok.  You put your own needs aside to ensure I was ok first and foremost, you put my needs before yours... for that I'll always be thankful.  It showed Me where your submission is, what your goals were. :)   Now back to tormenting you like the sweet panty slut you are, back to being Ms Marshmallowy, well except when Im replying to HER email... then I'm sure I'll be most wicked and evil :) 

Thank you again for understanding about My time away... you'll be rewarded, oh wait!  you already are being rewarded!  (waits for the shocked look and wonder)

Still have room in that sleeping bag?

sono wrote: Still have room in that sleeping bag?

For you??? always!!!! *Grins* Nurse Evil could even administer some TLC hahahaha