For 5 weeks now, Goddess Lycia has denied me any form of orgasm; has suggested that it will be a very, very long time before i have another; and has also suggested at times that i may never have another.  Instead, She has suggested that i may just have lolstreamz for the rest of my life. These are pleaureless overflows of semen that run in rivulets from my penis. 

Has anyone ever been permanently denied an orgasm?  By that, i mean that they are *never* allowed to have one and have no expectation of having one ever again?  Goddess Lycia has the power to do this me:  to permanently deny me and to enforce it. i'm so brainwashed that i don't even have control over my hand and arm when i touch myself.  It seems that nearly every week, She introduces a new reason, or new technique, that leads me to torture myself and put the idea of having an orgasm further and further from my mind.

It is so frustrating to touch yourself, and watch these lolstreamz run and run without any pleasure.  But i also know that they make Her happy, and that just arouses me more.