my ongoing cum-denied state, which feeds a growing need to find stimulation, has led me to have to write this embarrassing story.

A new adult store opened in my area, and i went to check it out because we've never had a large adult store around here.  The place is enormous, and there must have been 40 or 50 different types of vibrators on the racks.  i didn't go there to buy a vibrator.  i was browsing there to look for topical items that might increase my arousal and torment.  It occurred to me, however, that using a vibrator on my pili might feel good. i bought a small, inexpensive one.

i was anxious to try it out, but knew that i should get Goddess Lycia's permission first.  She pointed out that i shouldn't have taken it upon myself to even buy it for this purpose without talking to Her first, even though i was going to ask permission before using it.  She's right, of course.  It was stupidly presumptuous of me to make the purchase, when She is in control of my parts and how i am to arouse myself.  This is not an area where i should be making any form of independent decision.  i shouldn't have made the mistake, but at least i have learned this lesson.

i am looking forward to using my new vibrator on my orgasm-starved pilicock.