A good experience/domme would change your mind. Self-sacrifice at that fundamental ought to be reserved for someone who is level-headed and more cautious. this is not the world it used it to be and unfortunately, it never will.

 Have you considered approaching a lifestyle domme and working out something financially with her if that is something that you're really interested in? If financial domination really isn't a factor, perhaps you'll be happy with a lifestyle domme. Financial dommes aren't better beyond listing their kink specifically in front of their position.

 Best wishes on your journey.

Really, it sounds to me like (1) financial domination alone just isn't your thing and (2) you haven't found a Goddess to worship again.

In my experience, financial submission is primarily about the submission, not the finances. It's not for everybody - it's not for most people, in fact. And I'll admit, I get a bigger thrill from receiving some fat cash or a gorgeous new ring than a book, but I still get a lovely thrill from knowing that I received something just for being my fabulous self. Some financial Dommes see their subs as little more than piggie banks, but virtually all the Dommes that I've talked to who do financial domination see their subs as individuals, encourage their subs to be at least somewhat responsible with their money (don't make them lose their house!), and enjoy the fetish within reason. When both participants are safe, sane, and consensual, it can be an awesome experience. Of course, if either of the individuals is lacking in desire or there's a breakdown is safety or sanity, it's a nasty little clusterfuck.

In regards to lhurtado's comment, please understand that some of us are very busy and use payment as a way to allocate our resources in the most efficient manner (at least for us). It does sound rather gauche to just say "Now gimme money!" but I think it's entirely appropriate to say "I'm very flattered by your interest, and I'm quite busy right now. If you'd like to talk to me further, it's easiest to reach me by calling (through MDS, Niteflirt, Talksugar, whatever)."

More power to you if you find an awesome lifestyle Domme, just be aware that many of us (maybe a majority? a substantial minority?) are professionals. In my case, I have a wonderful lover who gives me most of what I need, so I tend to only play with boys (1) when the mood strikes me, (2) when they have a fantasy I can't fulfil with my lover, or (3) when I'm being compensated for my time.