I always hoped to find a place where outcasts gathered will hold an open mind for everyone who is like them in the sense of being unaccepted for their differences by society. I come to the mighty internet, and find an artificial society, and I think the path to finding the place doesn't exist until I make one. It's obscure, and often hard to learn without help. I'm not afraid to ask for it, just afraid to ask the wrong person if I stray. I don't want to be the only person at this place; it would be very lonely.
I suppose this blog entry would make me appear unattractive as anything like a prodomme, and I realized I'm fine with that. I realized I'm the sort of person who is selfish in trying to find the one person I can share my life with, and that sort of committment is hard to solidify and verify from the base of online.
But I shall prevail!