i am waiting for A to arrive. She hasn't told me when She'll be here - it may not be until this evening - but i've been up since 07.30 preparing so i don't get caught with my pants down. Anytime now She could ring to say She is on Her way. It's so nerve-wracking, i think i will wet myself the moment i hear the telephone ring.

i thought blogging might take my mind off things but it is just making me feel worse. i'd better go and clean the bathroom again (for the hundredth time)!

paul