i woke up today with great longing in my heart for Goddess Lycia, and a throbbing erection. Her giggling and taunting about my orgasm denial is really getting to me.  It's taunting about how long it has been and how loooong it will be until the next one.  i asked for this, but i really didn't know what i was getting into.  There is no scheduled time for my next release.  There is no way for me to earn a release.  It's completely up to Her, and i have no idea what She has in mind.  Maybe She doesn't even have a date in mind, that's the scary part.  The effect of this is that i am more desperate and helpless, more in love with Goddess Lycia and more completely under Her thumb.

i was concerned about an accidental release, and She has provided me with several thoughts to stave one off.  i also started doing kegel-type exercises, which really work.  The exercises also make it hard like steel when it's erect, after you've done them for a few days..  She's really changed my genitals.  They are swollen and always colorful, even when i wake up. So here i am, as horny as i've been since my teens, with a very firm erection that is so ready to do what it was designed to do.  But i can't do anything about it except watch it bob and throb and touch it for the sole purpose of increasing the frustration.  It's humiliating, but it makes Her giggle and that just makes me even more aroused.

So i wait, and suffer.

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