I think what's going on in my day to day is definately exasperating the situation. Some days I feel like there isn't enough time for me to just be with myself and do what I want. I suppose the confines of work and school aren't easy on anyone. School will be over in several weeks, I just need the inner strength to deal with all my commitments and not forget about my own happiness. That is what is most important really, and I think I'll have a few choice words with some people who are negative influences in my life.

Maybe this blog surprises some....but us Dommes are human like everyone else, we have feelings and problems and stresses too. I think stepping back for a bit will help, but I'll never really leave, I'm going to be around and will be upgrading by the end of this week. Chicka chicka bow! Watch out when I get cam in chat...